Dear lord, how will i thank you for all your blessing to me... It was after yesterday that i realized that how things wen they come from your hands turn out to be for good.... Yes am far away from home, and am very insecure being here, but Lord, after yesterday tht i realized tht u put me in a place were am gonna experience something which i never ever did before.... s, Lord this place is tough, and nothing old comes my way here, u fill my life with surprises.... Lord, am talking abt my Hostel life here. i've never been in a hostel which had all classmates. was almost always alone.... but now am in a different world, i almost always hv someone or the other to talk to.... u hv never let me know wats lonliness from i got in here.... am thanking you for tht... God am sorry for always being a smirk, but from wat i hv gone thru in my life, barely hv i learnt to trust ppl. even wen i hv had them all around me, i hv always been alone. Its a surprise tht ppl can be alone even wen they hve ppl all around them only cos they fail to trust em... God, am still scared that ppl who think are close to me will one day leave me... i try to trust wen they say/ show they care, but beyond tht i believe, let the world, be there or not, u are always my Lord and Dear friend, who never forgets me...
I value this ppl. Help me Lord to care for them. God, Ibelieve that wen love is from the heart and wen u do things for a person, without considering the gain, jus for the sake of helping doing something for them.... then Love itself binds them and its diffficult to break its bonds... its a happiness to be bound by Love..., bound by you.... so Lord help me let LOVE do its perfect work and not worry about the rest.... i leave all my happinesses into ur hand....
Ifound love the day i met u... though i cant tell wen was it exxactly. probably, back in my 12th or 13th year.... and hv nver been deprived of it ever since then.... wat a blessing it it to know u....
Lord help me do ur will, let my friends, wen they c me, c u... God, not me, but ur name be exalted....
